So, it's been a couple of days now and I'm out there. I
Last night my Dad had a talk with me. He told me all that matters to him was that I was happy. He's totally fine with it. I love my Dad!
My Mother on the other hand hadn't talked to me really all week. Which is understandable considering she's been dealing with my grandmother in the hospital as well (great timing). Today she talked to me for the first time and she brought the subject up. She wanted to talk first and wouldn't let me say a word while she went though all her agonozing thoughts. She went off on how she really isn't okay with things, it's not the norm and she doesn't understand it. She always kinda thought it was a possibility but never thought I would really say it. She then went into this bullshit about how she thinks the thought of two women together sexually is disgusting and she can't imagine me being that way.
I only got to say a few things before the phone rang and interrupted us. I told her how I'm a very loving person and I see through appearance. It doesn't matter to me what a person is on the outside it's the inside which is valuable to me. I told her Dea, my girlfriend, is beautiful to me in every way. I told her she's one of the sweetest people I've known. Then the phone rang.
I guess I got the most important stuff out. I guess it was good she talked to me. I guess life will go on. She'll have to deal with things on her own, with lots of time in between. I'm going to have to work on my relationship with my mother just as much, and so is Dea.
As for this weekend. Dea is taking me to Mexico on saturday to go back to the Dentist. The pain from the root canal has just started wearing off too. Now I'm getting a post and going to be fitted for my crown. Dentist down there rock my world! They are really awesome I highly recommend mine. Fun part about the day is my mother is going too. She decided to get a tooth fixed. This means she is going to be in the car with us for the long agonizing car ride. I bet she is going to give the silent treatment the whole time. As long as she's not rude to Dea. I guess it's good that she agreed to go, it's a way to deal with it if she's willing to be around us.
Dea is a goddess! I worship her heart for being there for me putting up with all this. She doesn't have to, but she is.
$1800 later. I pick up my car tommorrow with a rebuilt tranny and a whole pletheora of fixed stuff. Yay, I'm broke!
Last night my Dad had a talk with me. He told me all that matters to him was that I was happy. He's totally fine with it. I love my Dad!
My Mother on the other hand hadn't talked to me really all week. Which is understandable considering she's been dealing with my grandmother in the hospital as well (great timing). Today she talked to me for the first time and she brought the subject up. She wanted to talk first and wouldn't let me say a word while she went though all her agonozing thoughts. She went off on how she really isn't okay with things, it's not the norm and she doesn't understand it. She always kinda thought it was a possibility but never thought I would really say it. She then went into this bullshit about how she thinks the thought of two women together sexually is disgusting and she can't imagine me being that way.
I only got to say a few things before the phone rang and interrupted us. I told her how I'm a very loving person and I see through appearance. It doesn't matter to me what a person is on the outside it's the inside which is valuable to me. I told her Dea, my girlfriend, is beautiful to me in every way. I told her she's one of the sweetest people I've known. Then the phone rang.
I guess I got the most important stuff out. I guess it was good she talked to me. I guess life will go on. She'll have to deal with things on her own, with lots of time in between. I'm going to have to work on my relationship with my mother just as much, and so is Dea.
As for this weekend. Dea is taking me to Mexico on saturday to go back to the Dentist. The pain from the root canal has just started wearing off too. Now I'm getting a post and going to be fitted for my crown. Dentist down there rock my world! They are really awesome I highly recommend mine. Fun part about the day is my mother is going too. She decided to get a tooth fixed. This means she is going to be in the car with us for the long agonizing car ride. I bet she is going to give the silent treatment the whole time. As long as she's not rude to Dea. I guess it's good that she agreed to go, it's a way to deal with it if she's willing to be around us.
Dea is a goddess! I worship her heart for being there for me putting up with all this. She doesn't have to, but she is.
$1800 later. I pick up my car tommorrow with a rebuilt tranny and a whole pletheora of fixed stuff. Yay, I'm broke!
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boi:
hey sexy m.f.
cherrybomb00:
I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. It was good to meet you and I hope to hang out again.