Greetings And Salutations!
Okay so how do you start something like this? I wasn't an incredibly deprived child but believe it or not I have never had a journal. I was given this cutesy little pastel thing with a cheap aluminum key when I was like 8 but never had the self discipline to actually write in it. Ha! Like that is going to change now that I'm older? No but I bet now it will be a lot more juicy. Instead of an 8-year-old rambling about crushes on boys you'll hear a 27-year-old rambling about sex with men and women!
So it's come to this, typing about my inner most desires, thoughts and to say it bluntly DRAMA! There actually isn't too much drama in my life but I do tend to obsess and replay thoughts in my head over and over again, so now I have a great outlet to get them out and maybe get some feedback on. It's like having my conscience or god speak to me......more like an incredibly sexy, godly creature.....a Suicide Girl! I really do think I need this though, it helps that I found this incredible site with amazing girls. I think I might just have found my niche!
Before I get into the intricate workings of my head I'll tell you about my pictures. Normally I'm not too crazy about my pics, I'll like one out of like 20. But leave it to my flu ridden, bored as hell mind to make my germ infested bedroom into a risque photography studio. I took my clothes off, used leftover black duveteen from work to cover my walls and make my bed black, used a desk lamp that sucks for fill light, put my camera on a tripod and snapped away. Doesn't sound too snazzy huh? But kudos to me for creativity! Just try and pose all sexy, get enough of your body in the camera and reach with your arm to press the button without looking like a total freak! And I'm sicker than a dog too! Seriosuly though, I like them. When I saw the one with my ass in the background I just wanted to turn around and spank it! Who would have ever thought that I could be a total Bettie! So I'm stoked with the photos, especially since I think the most skin I've ever beared in a photo is a little cleavage with a low-cut top. Leave it to my sick delierious mind to let all inhibitions go, go figure! So I uploaded some of the ones I like in my picture section on here. Who knows maybe I'll let a photographer friend take more nekkid ones of me! I'd have to get the guts first!
Okay, juicy stuff about me. Instead of trying to catch people up on the story of Jessica I'll tell you what's going on in RT. I'm done with men! At least for now. I actually have a few really cute (kinky too) boys that are interested in me, but I've resisted. Can you believe it? I'm resisting cute kinky men! What could possibly make me do such a thing? Well, I have met the most amazing woman! Yes this rding the fence straight down the middle girl is all twiiterpated about this new sexy girl! She works with me and I noticed her the minute I saw her but I would never of thought she would be into me. I guess I just never thought I was her type. Leave it to working Haunt at Knott's to bring out those sexual feelings. Something about that time of year that just brings sex out...drinks at Town Tavern also helped the first kiss out.
So, we are officially, unofficially dating. We are sooo cute too! Even the playful arguing over who is going to pay, open the doors, etc. See we are both dominant in female relationships, I swear I'm going to lick her pussy first even if it takes a wrestling and a restraint or two! Oh and she gave me the most beautiful roses the other day. Dude! No guy has treated me this good in like a few years! And get this, while seeing this incredibly funny, old and dying drag Queen, Rudy De La Mor at Ozz the other night he deemed us "Lesbian Partners"! We just kinda looked at each other and giggles, especially since we had only been hanging out officially for like 2 weeks....and we really don't consider each other lesbians. But who know? I really dig this girl a lot. She makes me happy and in a world where there is so much going on I'm going to hold on to someone who can not only put a smile on my face but keep it there!
Enough Ramblings for now, I'll try and write in this thing ever other day or even daily, whom I bullshitting, sometimes it might be every other week! I promise you'll find out more about my girl, hehe, I called her my girl. Till then, I'm going to go get aquainted with some girls on the boards and chat.
::kisses::
Okay so how do you start something like this? I wasn't an incredibly deprived child but believe it or not I have never had a journal. I was given this cutesy little pastel thing with a cheap aluminum key when I was like 8 but never had the self discipline to actually write in it. Ha! Like that is going to change now that I'm older? No but I bet now it will be a lot more juicy. Instead of an 8-year-old rambling about crushes on boys you'll hear a 27-year-old rambling about sex with men and women!
So it's come to this, typing about my inner most desires, thoughts and to say it bluntly DRAMA! There actually isn't too much drama in my life but I do tend to obsess and replay thoughts in my head over and over again, so now I have a great outlet to get them out and maybe get some feedback on. It's like having my conscience or god speak to me......more like an incredibly sexy, godly creature.....a Suicide Girl! I really do think I need this though, it helps that I found this incredible site with amazing girls. I think I might just have found my niche!
Before I get into the intricate workings of my head I'll tell you about my pictures. Normally I'm not too crazy about my pics, I'll like one out of like 20. But leave it to my flu ridden, bored as hell mind to make my germ infested bedroom into a risque photography studio. I took my clothes off, used leftover black duveteen from work to cover my walls and make my bed black, used a desk lamp that sucks for fill light, put my camera on a tripod and snapped away. Doesn't sound too snazzy huh? But kudos to me for creativity! Just try and pose all sexy, get enough of your body in the camera and reach with your arm to press the button without looking like a total freak! And I'm sicker than a dog too! Seriosuly though, I like them. When I saw the one with my ass in the background I just wanted to turn around and spank it! Who would have ever thought that I could be a total Bettie! So I'm stoked with the photos, especially since I think the most skin I've ever beared in a photo is a little cleavage with a low-cut top. Leave it to my sick delierious mind to let all inhibitions go, go figure! So I uploaded some of the ones I like in my picture section on here. Who knows maybe I'll let a photographer friend take more nekkid ones of me! I'd have to get the guts first!
Okay, juicy stuff about me. Instead of trying to catch people up on the story of Jessica I'll tell you what's going on in RT. I'm done with men! At least for now. I actually have a few really cute (kinky too) boys that are interested in me, but I've resisted. Can you believe it? I'm resisting cute kinky men! What could possibly make me do such a thing? Well, I have met the most amazing woman! Yes this rding the fence straight down the middle girl is all twiiterpated about this new sexy girl! She works with me and I noticed her the minute I saw her but I would never of thought she would be into me. I guess I just never thought I was her type. Leave it to working Haunt at Knott's to bring out those sexual feelings. Something about that time of year that just brings sex out...drinks at Town Tavern also helped the first kiss out.
So, we are officially, unofficially dating. We are sooo cute too! Even the playful arguing over who is going to pay, open the doors, etc. See we are both dominant in female relationships, I swear I'm going to lick her pussy first even if it takes a wrestling and a restraint or two! Oh and she gave me the most beautiful roses the other day. Dude! No guy has treated me this good in like a few years! And get this, while seeing this incredibly funny, old and dying drag Queen, Rudy De La Mor at Ozz the other night he deemed us "Lesbian Partners"! We just kinda looked at each other and giggles, especially since we had only been hanging out officially for like 2 weeks....and we really don't consider each other lesbians. But who know? I really dig this girl a lot. She makes me happy and in a world where there is so much going on I'm going to hold on to someone who can not only put a smile on my face but keep it there!
Enough Ramblings for now, I'll try and write in this thing ever other day or even daily, whom I bullshitting, sometimes it might be every other week! I promise you'll find out more about my girl, hehe, I called her my girl. Till then, I'm going to go get aquainted with some girls on the boards and chat.
::kisses::
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