flannery

so i'm thinking about starting a long-distance relationship with a girl i don't even like

i only initially got involved to piss her friend off... sad huh.... i've grown attached... it feels good to be wanted

but we're just too different , it cant work out

am i leading her on? i have a feeling we're both mutually using each other...

she wants me to flyout and visit
does she really want to see me, or does she just want to be wanted/have control over me...

i dont want her i just want some action...

i feel bad now, but its good to spill it out and reread it everynow and then