have you ever had one of those moments where you want to hide under a desk or something. you dont want to move. you just want to run the fuck away, get a new name (i like Pablo), and start a new life in NYC?
i'm frustrated because a project i poured 1.5 yrs of my life into might be toast, JUST when im only a few weeks away from the end goal. even though the failure isn't my fault, i still reap the rewards. i've sacrificed a lot for this. and now it might be gone.
GRANTED ive learned a lot, and that can't be taken away. but right now, when i'm being pulled in other directions anyway (away from machines), and i'm burnt out from many weeks of many hours each, i just need to leave an blow off some steam. for a week. for a month.
argh.
i'm frustrated because a project i poured 1.5 yrs of my life into might be toast, JUST when im only a few weeks away from the end goal. even though the failure isn't my fault, i still reap the rewards. i've sacrificed a lot for this. and now it might be gone.
GRANTED ive learned a lot, and that can't be taken away. but right now, when i'm being pulled in other directions anyway (away from machines), and i'm burnt out from many weeks of many hours each, i just need to leave an blow off some steam. for a week. for a month.
argh.
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[Edited on Jul 08, 2003]
[Edited on Jul 08, 2003]