fjola

My life just doesn't get easier, does yours?

Crazyness...all the time...
sometimes I want it to slow down, let me experience it more...
but the drugs get the better of you sometimes
...
and sometimes I have to act like a manager (I hate to be mean to anyone...I hate to criticise the way anyone works...even worse, fire someone)
and sometime your mother has to have a full on mental breakdown...
over the brother...
they have hated and lived together for 19 years now
brother who today is diagnosed with borderline personality disorder...
a redneck (self titled) chap who breaks down into tears over how everyone hates him (mom and sister often see this)...
then sees his friend 10 minutes later and they drink Lucky Lagar and he acts like any other mill-working man
I = the sister..I live hours away now...but chat on the phone...actually I listen to my family self destruct over the telephone all the time....
but the somehow stick together ....
I don't know for how long tho
And no one takes my advice...I can't do anything
It's frusterating
Oh well, its still nice out....I love the summer...and I'm gonna try posting some pics after this...!
Thanks for all your help with the virus thingy...My computer is (seemingly) clean now!
fjola~