fishwife

living with an ex-girlfriend is dumb.
i knew this years ago.
i must love torture and don't even realize it.

my good friend moved to seattle like a month ago. she might come visit this weekend. that would make me happy. too bad i was so dependent on her for my social life. i need to get out more.

"truly with his thorn in your side
and you don't know why

julie dips her toe in the tide
and she don't know why

no she don't know why she got all dolled up for a suicide..."

--decemberists

...and we are vagabonds,
we travel without seatbelts on,
we live this close to death...

~~decemberists

"Left uninspired by the crust of railroad earth that touched the lead to the pages of your manuscript.

I took my thumb off the concrete and saved up all my strength the hammer pillars for a picket fence.

It wasn't quite what is seemed: a lack of pleasantries (my able body isn't what it used to be)

I must admit I was charmed by your...
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"and we are vagabonds--we travel without seatbelts on--we live *this close* to death..."

--decemberists

so the decemberists, death cab and the pixies are going to play a show in bend in september...this is so great! i know that death cab has named the pixies as one of their main influences, and the decemberists have named death cab as one of their influences (actuallly, i have...
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how does one increase their creativity?

i need to figure out how to write songs.

so it's friday night and my girlfriend is off to go camping with her friends for the weekend. again.

i've got to find something to do that keeps my mind off the fact that my relationship sucks ass....

i figured i had paid
my debts to society
by paying my overdue fines
at the multnomah county li-
brary.
at the library.

and they said, "son, go join up."

...so be kind

to your mother

though she may seeeeem an awful bother


and the next time

she tries to feed you
collard greeennns....

remember what she does when you're asleep.

billy liar's got his hands in his pockets
staring over at the neighbors, knickers down....

~deemberists