fishsauce

Not really any better. And it's actually been three months... it was April 16th, she left me.

We still talk. And she hurts me almost every time we talk. But she's in a bad, bad place right now. Dumped the Swede and gone through two more guys since, cheated on both of them with the next one...

She's been having these weird moments of confession... says her life isn't better without me, that she feels dead inside, out of control, lost, confused. Says she doesn't want to keep hurting me, but doesn't know how to stop. But won't accept my help, either. Kind of eats me up inside.

Happy birthday to you.