fishnets_lipstix

thanks for the welcome backs and all that awesome jazz. so i guess i need to change my current crush, huh? why? well he was replaced. rory was a naughty-naughty little boy. how in the hell are you going to tell someone that you owe them twice and just not text a bitch over the weekend?!? so he's fired and replaced by someone whom seems a little bit mentally stable of what he wants to fucking do!

i still want rory, the whole " you always want what you can't have " type of deal. i don't understand why it turns out into things like that because i know when i want something i usually end up getting it. there's no point on chasing something that you can't have. i guess everyone needs to escape into their own little fantasy world where things will eventually turn out into the way they want it to. gawd, he's so fucking awesome. what a fucking dick. i know that probably made as much sense as purple alligators barks colors.. . i let him know that i wanted to confess my feelings to him but it was a little difficult to do that if the other person doesn't seem to show as much interest as the other. and i deleted his number.

i had to be honest with myself. he was becoming an addiction in a sexual satisfying-mind numbing way. fucking monkey poo flinger.