October.
Already? Really?
I can't keep up with how quickly time goes by.
Granted, I've done some stuff this year, achieved a few things. But still. Ten months gone in the blink of an eye.
Tits to keep your attention.
I'm so tired.
Physically - the mini me hasn't sleep well at all these past three weeks. Last night he woke up TEN times. To be a parent you need the patience of a saint & stamina of a race horse, I swear.
Mentally - the past 18 months have drained me. I want it over with. I don't want to be stressed about the same old shit anymore. Everything in my power I can do, I'm doing to make this stress be gone by 2014.
My hunger for writing all but disappeared this year.
My energy, my creativity, my thirst for learning & making & doing just vanished.
After blaming lack of sleep, I seriously blame having an iPhone. I need to get rid or cut out social media or at least some of it. I just feel like I've wasted so much bloody time on nonsense.
At this stage I haven't even got the energy or patience (or money for that matter) to socialise.
People seem to be trying my patience. Everyone seems to have developed a huge sense of self importance, a total lack of humility...
Riversong sent me a beginners cross stitch kit. I can't even concentrate long enough to start it.
The learning part of my brain seems to have shut down.
Last week, I asked my sister what 20% of 5 was as my brain couldn't figure it out. How tragic is that?!
More tits to keep your attention.
More sleep needed. More effort made. Learn more. Read much more. Stop wasting time on things that don't reward & enrich me.
If I remember correctly, the new SG site goes up soon? I'm not too up to date but when I last looked there were a few features I didn't love. I need to go explore it I guess.
Oh. Sigh.
I need a joint & to listen to Placebo.
Life is far, far too short.
Already? Really?
I can't keep up with how quickly time goes by.
Granted, I've done some stuff this year, achieved a few things. But still. Ten months gone in the blink of an eye.
Tits to keep your attention.
I'm so tired.
Physically - the mini me hasn't sleep well at all these past three weeks. Last night he woke up TEN times. To be a parent you need the patience of a saint & stamina of a race horse, I swear.
Mentally - the past 18 months have drained me. I want it over with. I don't want to be stressed about the same old shit anymore. Everything in my power I can do, I'm doing to make this stress be gone by 2014.
My hunger for writing all but disappeared this year.
My energy, my creativity, my thirst for learning & making & doing just vanished.
After blaming lack of sleep, I seriously blame having an iPhone. I need to get rid or cut out social media or at least some of it. I just feel like I've wasted so much bloody time on nonsense.
At this stage I haven't even got the energy or patience (or money for that matter) to socialise.
People seem to be trying my patience. Everyone seems to have developed a huge sense of self importance, a total lack of humility...
Riversong sent me a beginners cross stitch kit. I can't even concentrate long enough to start it.
The learning part of my brain seems to have shut down.
Last week, I asked my sister what 20% of 5 was as my brain couldn't figure it out. How tragic is that?!
More tits to keep your attention.
More sleep needed. More effort made. Learn more. Read much more. Stop wasting time on things that don't reward & enrich me.
If I remember correctly, the new SG site goes up soon? I'm not too up to date but when I last looked there were a few features I didn't love. I need to go explore it I guess.
Oh. Sigh.
I need a joint & to listen to Placebo.
Life is far, far too short.
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