Second time recently I've been out & come home bruised & bloodied. This time, far worse than anything I've experienced.
It's utterly ridiculous that I've been going to rock nights, festivals, gigs for the last ten years & yeah, you get bruised but you help each other up & have a laugh & watch each others backs; spot on etiquette.
Twice in 6 weeks I seemingly get picked on for being a girl & literally get shoved, punched & kicked so hard that head to toe I'm bruised & can barely walk.
I'm so bloody stubborn, especially after a few drinks, that I try & prove meat head, macho, idiotic guys that I can take them. Who knows if I'm trying to prove a point.
I hope none of them know how fucked up I am right now & they just remember I stayed in the pit & kicked a little ass in return for them being utter cunts.
Some guy on Instagram said if I go in a pit at a gig I should expect it.
I don't fucking think so. I don't expect to have my bra undone or clothes taken off, or beat on more than everyone else is, or pushed onto a step so hard I look like someone's beaten me up.
By the way I know this isn't how all guys act at a gig or whatever. I know some people know how to behave.
This is the same rock night this has happened at twice now & I just think it attracts a new age breed of girl hating, violent morons.
Anyway. Positivity.
Being dosed up on stupidly strong painkillers & practically immobile means cuddles from my main man.
My hair got long.
Weight loss progress.
Nothing is better than feeling healthy, strong & physically capable.
Now, I have a date with some cocodamol, a hot bath & my bed.
Sorry for the angry girl ranting but I honestly despair.
"You can try to suck me dry
But there's nothing left to suck
Just you try to hold me down
Come on, try to shut me up
Gutless...you're gutless
You're gutless...you're gutless"
Fische xoxo
It's utterly ridiculous that I've been going to rock nights, festivals, gigs for the last ten years & yeah, you get bruised but you help each other up & have a laugh & watch each others backs; spot on etiquette.
Twice in 6 weeks I seemingly get picked on for being a girl & literally get shoved, punched & kicked so hard that head to toe I'm bruised & can barely walk.
I'm so bloody stubborn, especially after a few drinks, that I try & prove meat head, macho, idiotic guys that I can take them. Who knows if I'm trying to prove a point.
I hope none of them know how fucked up I am right now & they just remember I stayed in the pit & kicked a little ass in return for them being utter cunts.
Some guy on Instagram said if I go in a pit at a gig I should expect it.
I don't fucking think so. I don't expect to have my bra undone or clothes taken off, or beat on more than everyone else is, or pushed onto a step so hard I look like someone's beaten me up.
By the way I know this isn't how all guys act at a gig or whatever. I know some people know how to behave.
This is the same rock night this has happened at twice now & I just think it attracts a new age breed of girl hating, violent morons.
Anyway. Positivity.
Being dosed up on stupidly strong painkillers & practically immobile means cuddles from my main man.
My hair got long.
Weight loss progress.
Nothing is better than feeling healthy, strong & physically capable.
Now, I have a date with some cocodamol, a hot bath & my bed.
Sorry for the angry girl ranting but I honestly despair.
"You can try to suck me dry
But there's nothing left to suck
Just you try to hold me down
Come on, try to shut me up
Gutless...you're gutless
You're gutless...you're gutless"
Fische xoxo
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On a lighter note though, your hair looks absolutely lovely! I love the pigtails, so cute.