I want to be curled up with someone...someone who doesn't mind reading smutty stories aloud to me, who'll give me massages on request & who won't judge my awful choices of television viewing.
As time goes on though, I possibly think I'm too selfish, too fucked up & too lazy to make any healthy relationship work.
I keep trying to figure out why I'm so resentful towards my sons dad...
I realise that attempting to counsel & give yourself therapy on these complex emotions isn't the best idea.
The only conclusion I can draw though is that I just resent now being alone with my son 6 days a week. Parenthood is tough, really fucking tough. Tiring, draining, no pay check each month, no thanks...
I guess I just don't see an end to how lonely I feel at the end of each day.
Oh life.
Never fucking easy hey?
Ps. Thank you for the continued love on Songbird. Go comment here. My bum & I are very grateful for the support <3
As time goes on though, I possibly think I'm too selfish, too fucked up & too lazy to make any healthy relationship work.
I keep trying to figure out why I'm so resentful towards my sons dad...
I realise that attempting to counsel & give yourself therapy on these complex emotions isn't the best idea.
The only conclusion I can draw though is that I just resent now being alone with my son 6 days a week. Parenthood is tough, really fucking tough. Tiring, draining, no pay check each month, no thanks...
I guess I just don't see an end to how lonely I feel at the end of each day.
Oh life.
Never fucking easy hey?
Ps. Thank you for the continued love on Songbird. Go comment here. My bum & I are very grateful for the support <3
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...but, no, you aren't being selfish for wanting someone that'll treat you how you desire to be treated
I'm a simple, relatively carefree yet hardworking person, myself, yet have had only one relationship that lasted longer than 40days... and even that one didn't work out (though I did get two lovely daughters out of it that are truly the reason for my world).
luck your way and here's hoping it all just gets easier!
Your a fantastic person and an amazing mum. <3
lots of love x x x