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I can't believe I almost have a 1 year old son. Time definately flies. Seems like only yesterday when he was this little...


I had a really bad time during labour. It went on for days. And days (I know everyone has a crap time during labour, hence why it's called what it's called, but this seemed to be the epitome of what labour means).
The last hours I don't really remember or want to remember, but I got rushed to an emergency C-section, and then followed the darkest days ever. Not being able to do what I wanted because of my scar, and being so so tired and being totally clueless what to do with this tiny being I was responsible for.
The other day, I realised I should probably ask for my labour notes so I can have a read, since I know that something in me hasn't come to terms with all that happened.

Anyway. Nearly a year later, I'm dead proud of myself.
I've booked a shoot with Lavezzaro, for when she's back in London in Feb, and I'm excited.
Kinda got a point to prove, to myself and other people, that there isn't a mould to sexiness and to what equates confidence.

On that note, Tab's debut set went up the other day, and this photo from it went on the Facebook SG page:



And some of the comments I read from people on there, where disgusting.
This is a girl, a very pretty girl, and she has feelings.
I get, and applaud, constructive criticism about photography, poses, lighting and what-not.
But these were just plain mean and rude comments for no purpose, and it made me SO mad.
How I hate when people bully pointlessly from behind a computer screen.

Hope everyone's good.
And since I'm in the mood for kissing, have an Em kiss. x