That's absolutely awful. There's no excuse for that kind of behaviour, mosh pits aren't to blame, it's the mysogynistic assholes who look for any excuse to be the brutes that they are... I have so much love for the way you refuse to let them do it without a fight <3 You're an inspirational kinda lady But I just wish it didn't lead to you being in so much pain...!
On a lighter note though, your hair looks absolutely lovely! I love the pigtails, so cute.
"We had just gotten off tour with Mudhoney, and I decided to stage-dive. I was wearing a dress and I didn't realize what I was engendering in the audience. It was a huge audience and they were kind of going ape-shit. So I just dove off the stage, and suddenly, it was like my dress was being torn off of me,... Read More
I was reading the first bit and i was like what the hell is it you that this happened to and then i have seen courtney love at the end haha, btw your pic is very cute! x
It all seems part of the way people act nowaday. It shouldnt be and i wish it was not the case.
The only way to get rid of it is for people to stand up to them like you did and for people to try and live to a standard themselve. I wrote a bit about it on my blog the other day.
Red and yellow and pink and green, purple and orange and blue, I can sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow, and that rainbow is you. Nice photo.
It's a 4 year long story that's waaaaay too long and personal for here, I'm okay, I'm just really fed up and disillusioned with the human race. Well that's not strictly true, I think most people are amazing and I have a lot of love for them, but I don't trust the way people relate to me. I know I'm a fundamentally good person and I have a lot to offer, If anything I give too freely and unconditionally and I think I deserve a lot better than what I get in return.
It's easier to keep myself to myself than do what feels like headbutting a brick wall constantly.
When I was 16 I was so besotted with my dealer. He was a few years older than me, and to my angry teen angst self, the answer to everything I was going through.
I unofficially moved into his house within weeks.
The police were called numerous times by my family as my whereabouts wasn't really known & I wasn't supposed to be living with... Read More
Life's a bitch, and so are some dealers turned shitty lovers....
Trust that not all panty lovers are pricks, and I vouch that some stick to their guns.. or lovers in this case.
Thanks for sharing, I have no doubt this makes you stronger and a better person, albeit a little bit untrusty of men.
That is a shame I wish you well hun xx
Thanks! Incidentally, if you ever need to pick my brains about the group, feel free to shoot me a message. I may not have the patience to look after it these days, but I don't mind being the power behind the throne
The green hair is quite striking on you. It is a shame that there are so many people who feel the need to berate and criticize others. I just don't get it. I am absolutely broken about your talk about throwing in the towel on your shoots. I completely understand why you feel that way and your not being PINK and FP four times over is one of the biggest mysteries of this site to me. You surpass each and every criteria I have ever seen on here as to how they calculate who makes it and who doesn't. High 'loved it' percentage, extremely active account, heck you even helped organize a whole shoot-fest. Screw going Pink, they should make your green!! Well, cheers to you dear and I so desperately want to see your name PINK. I've been looking forward to putting you on my favorite SG list for as long as I've been a member. C'est la vie, I suppose.
Keep positive - it's so easy to let negative thoughts take over but look at your gorgeous little boy and look in the mirror and see the wonderful, gorgeous lady that we all see here. Can't wait til London, October seems so far away. Snuggles aplenty for you I wish I could shoot with Andrea again, I desperately need to save up some money! Much love to you and the little one <3
reading smutty stories and giving massages doesn't sound too bad a'tall (even with my "bum wrists")
...but, no, you aren't being selfish for wanting someone that'll treat you how you desire to be treated
I'm a simple, relatively carefree yet hardworking person, myself, yet have had only one relationship that lasted longer than 40days... and even that one didn't work out (though I did get two lovely daughters out of it that are truly the reason for my world).
luck your way and here's hoping it all just gets easier!
I love reading your blogs purely because of how bloody normal you are!! and you also very insightful, you make me feel that my irrational, ranting thoughts are normal. I definitely am hugely grateful to have met you and have you as a friend. (I'm being sappy hush)
Dismissing me for not being pretty enough, not having enough experience, not being a good enough mum, for not being deemed good enough or ambitious enough...
You'll regret it.
All that dismissal does is make me so fucking determined to succeed...
To be a great model. To get the job I want. To be a kick ass mum. To be the best sex you ever... Read More
I wish you well hun xx
I am absolutely broken about your talk about throwing in the towel on your shoots. I completely understand why you feel that way and your not being PINK and FP four times over is one of the biggest mysteries of this site to me. You surpass each and every criteria I have ever seen on here as to how they calculate who makes it and who doesn't. High 'loved it' percentage, extremely active account, heck you even helped organize a whole shoot-fest. Screw going Pink, they should make your green!! 
On a lighter note though, your hair looks absolutely lovely! I love the pigtails, so cute.