firstinheaven

I who have nothing...

Intersections in real time
The unbroken circles and dimensions of the mind
The tie that binds
The eternal tie that defines
The vanity of my insanity all revealed in due time
Will shine, Like the night seas under the moon
The haunted corners of familiar rooms
Yet Im consumed, With the fear of vanishing into thin air
The realization that this shit is my cross to bare
I Decide to wait for happier tomorrows
And find someone so they can be distractions from my sorrows
For my distractions the books of paper that I scrawl in
I'm eloquent as summer breeze and leaves just fallen
I've crawled in a corner hoping all of this will end
With the knowledge that love is just another word for revenge
I who have nothing but the comfort of my sins
You who have nothing but the comfort of your friends

As I decay, demons prey like the vulture
Ability to endure contradiction is a sign of high culture
Verbal sculptures, self defacing
Is it God or lunacy that I am in here facing
You can try erasing, the purity and passion of my words
But we all hear the herds of cattle babble on with talk of the absurd
But I preferred To walk away from all the sandbox feuds
So the beast from within got subdued
You may call me a cannibal
But To live alone one must be a God or an animal
So now it's official
All of your pain is clear as crystal
Like a ghost your side of life was always artificial
But I can see you and I know all the right words
To play you I can see those most sensitive chords
I could give a fuck about your secrets or your past lieing
I can pass words with the ability to break you and leave you crying
I who have nothing but patience as a virtue
You who have nothing but your drama as commercial

Lost among the miracles, I stand alone
And I've grown into a being that's sits on top of a throne
I've known for many years that I would someday kiss Death
Its just another reason to have good breath
Ill return to the infinite
Ill become one
Like science, mathematics and the rising of the sun
So before my return to primordial dust
I just want you all to know
It was all about trust
And to those who are blind and cannot see
Let just me tell you
Ive never been your enemy
I just know that your perception requires a duality
Inspect your soul and tell me what you see
Is it the color of coal inside your body
I have hardly, come across those who are holy
So just let me creep inside from there I control thee
Its not cuase your weak or because Im strong
Its cause your empty
too busy calling me wrong
Burning of the sun and frigidness of the cold
The battle field is new but the war is now old
All you see is what used to be a halo
Above the head of the Devil all you see is the tornado
I who have nothing but the lack of variation
And you who have nothing but chains and suffocation.