So, the job interview went well, and my friends boss knows one of the owners of the company, so he put in a good word for me. Next week I am going to gratefulfest in Ohio! Hooray! That will be so much fun. My friend jax, who is a wicked sweetheart and so much fun and I are going. It will be a blast I am sure. Hopefully When I get back I will be able to find an apartment. Thats never fun. But I am really hoping to get a place by myself, since I am sick to death of having roomates....
My old house was a college party house..Much like animal house, and in my apartment alone at one time I lived with 4 guys. 2 of which were employed. And one of which actually went to college. When everyone moved out I lived by myself there for a month cause I was waiting to move in here, and it was soooo nice comeing home to an empty house, hanging out with my cats, only having people over when I want to. Oh, that was the life. Problem is that its expensive. And I aint gots no moneys. So I may end up moving in with my friend who is looking for a roomate in Lynn, for $500 a month inc. utilities. so thats pretty cheap. I dont want to sign a lease though, and thats usually what you do.
I graduated college finally and I dont have any job or anything. This B.A. in english is really coming in handy. I really want to get back into floral/plant design.
Other than that, my boyfriend is going to Florida for 2 weeks and I am going to be sad.
But, alas, absense makes the heart grow fonder. Maybe he will realize that he's in love with me. hahaha.
Another guy is actually pursuing me. He has been my friend for a few years now, but he always had this obnoxious raver troll of a girlfriend, Katie, and she was awful to him. All of his friends hate her. So he finally couldnt take it anymore and broke up with her a few months ago, and now he wants to go out with me. All of MY friends want me to go out with him, cause he' s a cool guy and we would have fun togther, but I am in love with mike. I dont know how he feels about me though. My friend Chris thinks I should just tell him, and see what he says. I dont know though. I feel like we have two different perceptions of things and although he does love me on some level, I dont think he really believes in love. YOu know? So on one hand I want to be with Mike because he makes me happy and I find our relationship intellectually stimulating, he gives me a lot of space, he's not jealous, he treats me well, and he's great in bed. Great. But he does a have a weird distance to him. Whereas John would be fun, and would love me unconditionally. Ugh! Its so confusing. WHy do these things happen?
Ok, well thats a good rant for now. I wont bore you with my personal life anymore. http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/image/9801/moon_gal_big.gif
My old house was a college party house..Much like animal house, and in my apartment alone at one time I lived with 4 guys. 2 of which were employed. And one of which actually went to college. When everyone moved out I lived by myself there for a month cause I was waiting to move in here, and it was soooo nice comeing home to an empty house, hanging out with my cats, only having people over when I want to. Oh, that was the life. Problem is that its expensive. And I aint gots no moneys. So I may end up moving in with my friend who is looking for a roomate in Lynn, for $500 a month inc. utilities. so thats pretty cheap. I dont want to sign a lease though, and thats usually what you do.
I graduated college finally and I dont have any job or anything. This B.A. in english is really coming in handy. I really want to get back into floral/plant design.
Other than that, my boyfriend is going to Florida for 2 weeks and I am going to be sad.

Another guy is actually pursuing me. He has been my friend for a few years now, but he always had this obnoxious raver troll of a girlfriend, Katie, and she was awful to him. All of his friends hate her. So he finally couldnt take it anymore and broke up with her a few months ago, and now he wants to go out with me. All of MY friends want me to go out with him, cause he' s a cool guy and we would have fun togther, but I am in love with mike. I dont know how he feels about me though. My friend Chris thinks I should just tell him, and see what he says. I dont know though. I feel like we have two different perceptions of things and although he does love me on some level, I dont think he really believes in love. YOu know? So on one hand I want to be with Mike because he makes me happy and I find our relationship intellectually stimulating, he gives me a lot of space, he's not jealous, he treats me well, and he's great in bed. Great. But he does a have a weird distance to him. Whereas John would be fun, and would love me unconditionally. Ugh! Its so confusing. WHy do these things happen?


bashster:
soap opera life huh.Its sound you good get more cock than a farmyard which makes me a slight bit jealous wowwwwwwwwww not about getttin cock i must make you understand.Whats the piccy is it a moon??.Have a tiop weekend missus f.If lonely we should hook up a chat which would be fun get in touch if you dare???
eojochaz:
that picture is fucking awesome. theres an old song lyric" love the one your with" and you do so why go out with someone els if you do love the one your with. Well i kinda know what your going through, kinda same shit here. good luck with it and dont do anything you will regret later (like 2 weeks later). i dont know im kinda drunk and stoned, i dont know if what im say'n makes any sence so -peace