Ok, day um 6? or 7? of trying this new pill. It seems to be helping with my anxiety, but my anxiety has now been replaced with an isatiable craving for Chocolate and Spicy foods that my stomach doesn't like 
I have managed not to gain weight though, so overall I'm doing well ^_^
In other news, I'm still planning for my next tattoo. One of the days that I was having anxiety+insomnia last week I spend close to 6 hours drawing up the design I want for it and I think it's going to look really nice when I finally get it done. I'll probably show it to the artist in the next couple of weeks and get an estimate on what the cost is going to be for it. The outlines and the basic shading shouldn't be too much I'm guessing, but the with the amount of detail I want put into certain parts of it, I don't think I'm looking at any less than $300-$500 by the time it's done.
If I ever get my scanner working I'll scan in the basic design to show off, if not I'll eventually post pics of it and my star on here ^_^ I say eventually because I still haven't posted the pics of the star I promised I've been so busy I haven't had the time to actually take a pic of it.
I've got another friend that says she'll help me with my pics for the SG application whenever we both get the time. It's just a matter of making the time It sucks having to work my life away for a measly $6.50/hour paycheck. I'm supposed to have a raise coming up though so hopefully it will make a bit of difference. I probably shouldn't be spending my money on peircings, art supplies, movies, and/or tattoos but fuck it, what's the point of killing myself 5 days a week if I can't at least halfway enjoy the 2 days I have off?
Well, i'm off to play City of Heroes for a little bit before I have to get up and spend the day with my mom tommorrow.
I hate that I can't tell her about me wanting to be an SG. It's something that has me so excited and happy and even has me paying more attention to myself and it sucks so bad that I can't share those feelings with her because I know that her thoughts would be a complete and total buzzkill.
Well, time to play while I still have time
- Firestar
I have managed not to gain weight though, so overall I'm doing well ^_^
In other news, I'm still planning for my next tattoo. One of the days that I was having anxiety+insomnia last week I spend close to 6 hours drawing up the design I want for it and I think it's going to look really nice when I finally get it done. I'll probably show it to the artist in the next couple of weeks and get an estimate on what the cost is going to be for it. The outlines and the basic shading shouldn't be too much I'm guessing, but the with the amount of detail I want put into certain parts of it, I don't think I'm looking at any less than $300-$500 by the time it's done.
If I ever get my scanner working I'll scan in the basic design to show off, if not I'll eventually post pics of it and my star on here ^_^ I say eventually because I still haven't posted the pics of the star I promised
I've been so busy I haven't had the time to actually take a pic of it.
I've got another friend that says she'll help me with my pics for the SG application whenever we both get the time. It's just a matter of making the time
It sucks having to work my life away for a measly $6.50/hour paycheck. I'm supposed to have a raise coming up though so hopefully it will make a bit of difference. I probably shouldn't be spending my money on peircings, art supplies, movies, and/or tattoos but fuck it, what's the point of killing myself 5 days a week if I can't at least halfway enjoy the 2 days I have off?
Well, i'm off to play City of Heroes for a little bit before I have to get up and spend the day with my mom tommorrow.
I hate that I can't tell her about me wanting to be an SG. It's something that has me so excited and happy and even has me paying more attention to myself and it sucks so bad that I can't share those feelings with her because I know that her thoughts would be a complete and total buzzkill.
Well, time to play while I still have time
- Firestar