Just a short one,
met up with my ex for our first proper get together since we split up 11 months ago. Odd. I cried, she looked like crying several times. My word, that girl is good at putting up emotional barriers. World class.
It was lovely to see her, but we both agreed we have too much history to be friends, at least for the near forseeable future. And no chance we'll get back together. She's hard work. The barrier is almost visible, she's there, say the wrong thing.....bang....nothing.
I'm a very much, heart on my sleeve kind of guy, good in some situations, bad in others, so I kind of expected this, but I've always been allowed inside that wall of hers before, this time, no favours at all. She looked beautiful, but then, there are many gorgeous and beautiful ladies out there, I'm sure some are better suited to me, and hopefully there's one out there who'll like and love me, and we'll grow happily old together.
'Just a short one'.......yeah, really brief this one.
I said a few blogs ago that I'd be all positive and stop bringing bad feelings into this, but to be honest, this isn't bad feelings. I'm actually very happy things worked out this way tonight. Hopefully now, I can properly close the book on this relationship, and truely move on. Which would be the most positive outcome I could have hoped for.
Short version: Damn, she fine, but she one cold bitch.
So, went to my first Krav Maga lesson yesterday. Fuck me, that is one brutal self defense method. Mainly, kick them in the nuts, break their nose/arm, any bone, then run. Awesome. Can't wait for my next lesson.
Oh, and yet again. Go Lewis Hamilton!!!! British Grand Prix this weekend, can't wait!!
Thanks for listening, hope you're all well,
Dan
met up with my ex for our first proper get together since we split up 11 months ago. Odd. I cried, she looked like crying several times. My word, that girl is good at putting up emotional barriers. World class.
It was lovely to see her, but we both agreed we have too much history to be friends, at least for the near forseeable future. And no chance we'll get back together. She's hard work. The barrier is almost visible, she's there, say the wrong thing.....bang....nothing.
I'm a very much, heart on my sleeve kind of guy, good in some situations, bad in others, so I kind of expected this, but I've always been allowed inside that wall of hers before, this time, no favours at all. She looked beautiful, but then, there are many gorgeous and beautiful ladies out there, I'm sure some are better suited to me, and hopefully there's one out there who'll like and love me, and we'll grow happily old together.
'Just a short one'.......yeah, really brief this one.
I said a few blogs ago that I'd be all positive and stop bringing bad feelings into this, but to be honest, this isn't bad feelings. I'm actually very happy things worked out this way tonight. Hopefully now, I can properly close the book on this relationship, and truely move on. Which would be the most positive outcome I could have hoped for.
Short version: Damn, she fine, but she one cold bitch.
So, went to my first Krav Maga lesson yesterday. Fuck me, that is one brutal self defense method. Mainly, kick them in the nuts, break their nose/arm, any bone, then run. Awesome. Can't wait for my next lesson.
Oh, and yet again. Go Lewis Hamilton!!!! British Grand Prix this weekend, can't wait!!
Thanks for listening, hope you're all well,
Dan
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mark_plus_beer:
she sounds like one of my ex's , too much trouble is what it became
daisy:
That ex sounds like seriously hard work. You shouldn't have to tread on eggshells in case you say the wrong thing. You will find a beautiful girl who will adore you.