fireh0rse

it takes alot of strength to be a submissive. the vanilla world sees it as something altogether different with their lack of understanding. to give yourself over for someone elses pleasure, to allow yourself complete surrender is freedom like no other. Where else is it ok to strip yourself of all of societies rules and live for the pleasure and pain of the flesh.

Damn, we got lots of members in good old FC. Gots to tell ya though people - starting to get that itch again, me thinks it may almost be time to move on to the next destination in this old journey of mine. It's not that I don't like FC, its that I need MORE! I miss the city, the hubbub, the chaos and the...
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i've been sleeping a bit better... still using the sleeping pills but they are actually working now!!!! Hopefully the doc gives me more. Been having fun on alt.com, you can get sucked into that world, let me tell ya. I just LOVE the role-playing and being dominated, i guess its because i have so much control in my real life.

Spent the last 4 days in the mountains house/pet sitting for my boss. She lives way up past the Horsetooth Reservior in this beautiful house with an indoor hottub overlooking the water. You may be thinking... How Awesome! But - It sucked! First off, I can't use the hottub with my new ink. Second, I spent too long in Aspen, CO when I first moved...
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Its funny how life works... I started boxing 6 months ago, although I've wanted to be a boxer my whole life. It takes huge life change sometimes to get you to finally do the things you want and not worry about what other people think. Growing up, girls didn't box or work on cars or take shop class, at least not in my neighborhood. I...
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6 more weeks of friggin winter. Let's stomp the groundhog, what the hell does he know? I have spring fever, want to see more flesh!

I've always been an early morning person, love the smell of the air when it's crisp and the sun is just peaking out. For the last 4 months, I've had insomnia and that kinda kills my early morning mood but in the last week, I've gotten 9 hrs every night! I love sleeping pills!!

So, what's with this journal shit... just put down your thoughts for the day? Hmmmmmm, let's see, nope, can't think of a thing