finsterbaby

This is the worst part of the year for me!!
I must have seasonal affective disorder,because I loathe the winter,I dont know if its due to less sunshine or what.
I even tried to kill myself this time of the year.
Speaking of suicide,I just wanted to let everyone on here,if you ever thought about killing yourself, its THE most selfish thing you could do,everyone left behind thinks they are at fault,and it haunts them forever.
Its also the COWARDS way out! Seek help,or get away from the circumstances that are hurting you,I was a self-abuser,due to being put down all the time..Being called a loser my whole life,by those closest to me, my own family, I got so used to hearing it I started to live up to it!

I forgive those people,they were sick,and have changed over time,now I just need to learn to love myself again.
Well if you think your not worth it,you MUST remember someone thinks you are the most special person in the universe,and only you can be that person.
So I hope all of you BEAUTIFUL ladies live to be that sparkle in someone elses eyes!!