So this would be the second entry of the week. Whenever I get around to putting this up on the site.
Its muggy outside and I am typing this while waiting for a table to show up.
I had another one of my co workers indicate that I need to find a girl friend. This is getting pretty awkward when everyone is telling me I need one. Why do I need one? She said it was so I would have someone cook for me. Keep in mind this is a girl and the other person was a guy. They both are not single and have been dating people for a year or so. Its not that easy these days. Especially when you work two jobs and rarely go out. Online has been a super bust for me. The fact that I am going up against lets be nice but 10 other people makes it a luck game. There are very few times I miss being in High school but this is one. I was dating a new girl almost every month. Maybe this is my penance for that.
My bikes back tire is flat and I don't either have the money or patience to want to deal with it. Least it is payday, so I can get the dog food and pay bills. Maybe even get food for myself. I won't starve no worries, just want something other than rice you know.... Well that all I got for now. Will probably write later. I got something I want to write about but not sure how.
I hate being broke, when everything needs to fall into place and it almost does. This has to be some sort of karma from something I did when I was kid. Maybe its finally time that my luck has run out and my quick witted charm is failing.
I made a mistake at my job and after a nice ride to clear my head I decided to give my twoish weeks notice. While I am typing this segment I am waiting in the foyer to talk to the GM. The AM knows my plan, we have become decent friends over the past months. So I went from 3 jobs to 2 now down to one in the span of a month. My resume is so fucked right now. Hopefully I can get to full time status at my other job. Its only Monday and this week is already destroying me.
8/27
This will be like a two plus day blog until I can get it onto the site...I am a pushover, the GM didn’t take my resignation. So with two days of only working one job I came back to find that I had no check ins and today I was going to kill time all day. So I decided to blog again.
This may be more of a rant that anything else today. I guess I keep my problem inside so much that this may be slightly therapeutic for me.
I hate when people tell me what I should be doing. I don’t mind it when it people that are somewhat together, that doesn’t bother me as much. Its more along the line of people who are in a stagnant place. "You need to do this. It would be better if you do this" I get that I am young but let me decided my own damn path. I know that I need to get my dog groomed but that’s not on the top of my list of things to do with the little amount of money I can keep for myself. I am doing what I need to do to survive right now and the light is almost there, In October I should be done paying off my dogs vet bill, which will then set me back down to a state where I can do things again. If things line up properly I could almost be done in September, but lets not cross my fingers.
My back tire tube popped while I was at work today. I don’t feel like fixing it but riding my, cruiser 6-12 miles a day I am not feeling that at all. Then having people say I need to fix the handle bars because I keep then in a dragon tusk way.
I suppose that life though, everyone else trying to impose a slice of there will on you. I 've done it on more than on occasion. Well I guess I am going to see what story I can write today. Someone gave me the ideal of one. Maybe if your lucky I will share it with you