And now within 24hrs it's all come tumbling down around me and I'm a fucking mess once more.
As the lyric goes: "Hello Darkness, my old friend..."
I just kicked the sofa.....hard....with my little toe.......FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK
So after 6 weeks and a lot of sweat (no blood or tears but a lot of aching though) I have finally lost my first stone (14Lbs)!
It's also amazing what listening to Arch Enemy, Metallica, Aiden (Which I'm sure @lilymai approves!) And loads of other heavy metal can do to make you go an extra mile or do another set!
And yes I know...
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norte:
congrats!!
mtlmarbles:
Great job! its a lot of work but it pays off
It's fucking amazing what an 8:30 am to 4:30 pm job has done for my mental health, I haven't been burnt out, I'm eating less crap and drinking less booze.
As unbelievable as it still sounds to me, I've joined a Gym, I'm going 3-4 times a week and already lost 12 lbs in 3 weeks, as unrealistic as it may sound that's 10% of...
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*Internal screaming*
Good: I got my final paycheck from my previous employer
Bad: My fiancée sprayed something or other before she left for work and now my lungs feel like they're on fire
I don't quite know how I'm going handle today if this is how it's going to start
This has been a fun week...drunk for most of it, my jaw feels like I've been smacked in the side of the head with a chair and I'm constantly tired. I really need to sort my shit out but struggling to find that motivation I need :(