2 days ago I was ready to give up, let it all go to shit, just so I could feel better.
Yesterday something changed....hell knows what but I'm now fighting (most likely a losing battle but hey I'm fighting) this hasn't happened before....this is weird
fayestrawberry:
There is definitely a kind of catharsis in giving up and self-destructing... But then you have to deal with whatever you did and piece your life back together after making things worse. I'm really glad to hear that something stopped you before that point. Keep fighting! We're all behind you.