It's fucking amazing what an 8:30 am to 4:30 pm job has done for my mental health, I haven't been burnt out, I'm eating less crap and drinking less booze.
As unbelievable as it still sounds to me, I've joined a Gym, I'm going 3-4 times a week and already lost 12 lbs in 3 weeks, as unrealistic as it may sound that's 10% of my very long term weight loss goal and I know i'm not gonna hit that goal in 27 weeks , but it's a pretty good fucking start.
My old job did me a favor sacking me from that hellhole and it was sheer luck that I managed to get this job doing what I've been studying for and love to do.
*I know I'm rambling a lot, sorry*
I feel like I want to get out of bed in the mornings now, this is still a bit weird that I feel happy in a way, I've still got worries, sure but nothing as bad as what I've experienced in the last 8 months.
Fuck, man....Just, fuck....