My heart is going through annihilation right now but I can't help but try to keep it together even though it's a losing battle... Eternal damnation we'll be a walk in the park compared to this
How I have not told staff to shove themselves today when not listening to the only solution to their issue is near Christmas miracle levels of patience....patience I do not have right now
People suck
2 days ago I was ready to give up, let it all go to shit, just so I could feel better.
Yesterday something changed....hell knows what but I'm now fighting (most likely a losing battle but hey I'm fighting) this hasn't happened before....this is weird
I think I'm still in shock, 10 years together, a wedding in the planning...all gone....shit
I think it's time for a scorched earth policy after moving the essentials.
New place, new me....shit I need a drink