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I just kicked the sofa.....hard....with my little toe.......FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK

So after 6 weeks and a lot of sweat (no blood or tears but a lot of aching though) I have finally lost my first stone (14Lbs)!

It's also amazing what listening to Arch Enemy, Metallica, Aiden (Which I'm sure @lilymai approves!) And loads of other heavy metal can do to make you go an extra mile or do another set!

And yes I know...
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It's fucking amazing what an 8:30 am to 4:30 pm job has done for my mental health, I haven't been burnt out, I'm eating less crap and drinking less booze.

As unbelievable as it still sounds to me, I've joined a Gym, I'm going 3-4 times a week and already lost 12 lbs in 3 weeks, as unrealistic as it may sound that's 10% of...
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*Internal screaming*

Good: I got my final paycheck from my previous employer

Bad: My fiancée sprayed something or other before she left for work and now my lungs feel like they're on fire

I don't quite know how I'm going handle today if this is how it's going to start

This has been a fun week...drunk for most of it, my jaw feels like I've been smacked in the side of the head with a chair and I'm constantly tired. I really need to sort my shit out but struggling to find that motivation I need :(

Had to wait a month for it to be installed at my new place :(

I know not many people read this but it's nice to get my thoughts out somewhere.

So I feel better mentally over the last few months although physically I feel like hell and I'm coughing like I've been smoking for 40 years.

But shit is looking up! I've just been told I'm able to move somewhere bigger for £100 ($145) extra each month. My job...
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And it's near enough 1am and I am thinking it's a great idea to get into a career which would be extremely hard to get a good footing into (and not sure if i'm good at) and put a lot of pressure on everything going on in my life right now. Stupid sleepy drunk train of thought.