finch

feeling slightly better. i think i'm going to have to stick it out. i'd feel like a jackass if i stopped with one year left. i think i will immerse myself in school work, real work, and go on a trip approximately once a month in order to ease the pain of pennsylvania.

in other news, i have butterflies in my stomach. holy shit, it's been a long time since i've had butterflies. it feels kindof nice, in that stupid girly sortof way.

i have an odd pain in my left shoulder. dancing will make it better. because i said so.

i was stopped on the street today and told that i was cute and had good style. it threw me off. i was just like 'ummmm...thanks.' definitely a nice mid-afternoon surprise.

hrm. amazing how happy something as simple as an email can make me. i hope i never lose my sappiness, my absolutely hopeless romanticism, even though it gets me into trouble more often than not. i'd rather be sappy and hopeless than bitter any day of the week.

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PS-- i'm in sgny now. that means i'm cooler than you