10. sometimes, i read things (ie poetry) people write, and i think 'wow. this really just isn't any good at all.' perhaps my edumacation as ruined bad poetry for me. sometimes i just look at something and i know it could be so much better than it is, and it ruins it for me. i think 'put just a little more work into this, and it could be great. right now it's crap.' this is why i often don't say things whenever i read people's work.
9. please note that nothing at all inspired the above post. it was just something i was thinking about the other day.
8. ah, shit. i just had something to say like a minute ago, and then i got an im, and now i have no idea what it was. hrm.
7. it was probably about grad school, poetry, dreams, cute girls, or something else. so you can use your imagination.
6. i spent most of this evening talking to some kids who still go to highschool in my hometown about starting up a gay/straight alliance there. i think it would do so much good. i'm going to do everything i can to help.
5. there's this book i plan on getting tomorrow called 'yoga for lazy people.' i figure it was made just for me, so i'm gonna get it and see if i actually do anything. i figure it's possible. at least slightly.
4. thursday i'm going to (maybe) go see the stepford wives with buckykatt666. we're at least going to get pizza. it will be fun.
3. friday my best friend from home, who happens to go to mt. holyoke, is coming into town to visit me. yay! i'm very excited about this. i
this girl and it'll be nice to have somebody who knows me pretty well around... maybe i should come out to her. then again, maybe not. 
2. i don't think i'm going to go to burlesque on monday. but apparently there's this thing in wooster (i know that's not how it's spelled, but that's how it should be spelled) in july that i might go to as long as i can get there. go tell trinity she should go to it cause it's closer to her than boston
1. always always always when i get to the number one i freeze. it's like...what can i say that's important or profound enough to leave people with? i don't have too much. today i people watched and journaled for a few hours. it was nice. that's all you get.
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9. please note that nothing at all inspired the above post. it was just something i was thinking about the other day.
8. ah, shit. i just had something to say like a minute ago, and then i got an im, and now i have no idea what it was. hrm.
7. it was probably about grad school, poetry, dreams, cute girls, or something else. so you can use your imagination.
6. i spent most of this evening talking to some kids who still go to highschool in my hometown about starting up a gay/straight alliance there. i think it would do so much good. i'm going to do everything i can to help.
5. there's this book i plan on getting tomorrow called 'yoga for lazy people.' i figure it was made just for me, so i'm gonna get it and see if i actually do anything. i figure it's possible. at least slightly.
4. thursday i'm going to (maybe) go see the stepford wives with buckykatt666. we're at least going to get pizza. it will be fun.
3. friday my best friend from home, who happens to go to mt. holyoke, is coming into town to visit me. yay! i'm very excited about this. i
this girl and it'll be nice to have somebody who knows me pretty well around... maybe i should come out to her. then again, maybe not.
2. i don't think i'm going to go to burlesque on monday. but apparently there's this thing in wooster (i know that's not how it's spelled, but that's how it should be spelled) in july that i might go to as long as i can get there. go tell trinity she should go to it cause it's closer to her than boston
1. always always always when i get to the number one i freeze. it's like...what can i say that's important or profound enough to leave people with? i don't have too much. today i people watched and journaled for a few hours. it was nice. that's all you get.
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don't worry, so do i.
-pb