fillerbunny

He wrote me back... you know who.

It was supposed to make it all seem right, make it all make sense. I was supposed to read his words and they would make so much sense, setting my mind at ease and stilling this turmoil... But he just made it worse. He said that if you're good for me and make me happy maybe I should be wtih you. I can't remember ever having been so hurt so easily.

He was supposed to fight for me.... remind me how deep our love goes and how he's coming back for me. Maybe he just told me what he thinks I want to hear. Maybe he's being valiant or something and sacrificing himself for my happiness..

But that's not how it felt... It was so cold... I start my first day of work today and I'm trying to figure out how I'm gonna scrape myself off this chair I've been sitting crying in for two hours....

My stomache hurts....

I'm so fucking confused...