So I'm faced with a decision...stay or leave
It has been about 9yrs and I can't say they all have been good, as a matter of fact it feels like everything after year 4 went downhill. It's like I can feel all these signs telling me to leave but i'm too scared....of what?
starting over? being called a failure?
I've left before albeit the circumstances were much more in my favor but I've done it...and I have the support to fall back on if need be.
So why the hesitation?, Who am I trying to please?
Shit, If I was younger this would be so much easier but it seems like the older you get the more you think of the consequences of your actions mostly the "What's the worse that could happen?" and not "What's the best that could happen?" But should my age really be a factor in my decision making, if that decision could decide my happiness?
da fuck am I asking yous folkz for any way?? Ya'll came here to see some T&A
It has been about 9yrs and I can't say they all have been good, as a matter of fact it feels like everything after year 4 went downhill. It's like I can feel all these signs telling me to leave but i'm too scared....of what?
starting over? being called a failure?
I've left before albeit the circumstances were much more in my favor but I've done it...and I have the support to fall back on if need be.
So why the hesitation?, Who am I trying to please?
Shit, If I was younger this would be so much easier but it seems like the older you get the more you think of the consequences of your actions mostly the "What's the worse that could happen?" and not "What's the best that could happen?" But should my age really be a factor in my decision making, if that decision could decide my happiness?
da fuck am I asking yous folkz for any way?? Ya'll came here to see some T&A