fierydelight

holy hell .. where the EFF have I been???

I didn't renew my account forever ago ... but now I'm back ... for how long? we will see. maybe you should make me want to stay.

the bf and I ended up getting back together. Is it a good idea? Who knows. I'm getting a little sick of him all over again though, so thoughts of breaking up are in the front of my mind almost all of the time. Ugh.

It's been too long since I've got laid. We're talking Valentines Day-ish. It's almost to the point where I'm thinking of going back to the ex for the dreaded post-breakup-sex. Letarded.

My heart just isn't in this relationship anymore. I love my bf, but i'm not *in* love with him. I want to tell him this right now. I want to take a break. I need time off. Unfortunately he's camping until tomorrow so I will have to stress over this for one more day.

I'm torn two completely different ways.

Part of me misses the single life, isn't happy with my boyfriend, and wants to break up.

The other part of me wants to settle down and get married in the next little while, and think about starting a family.

Help!

I got tested for Whooping Cough. That's what the doctor thought I might have. After already thinking that I had strep throat, pneumonia, bronchitis, cracked ribs, etc.

The test for Whooping Cough came back negative.

Super Lame. What is wrong with me that I've been sick for so long?!?!

When I get sick, it seems as if I'm sick fooooooreverrrrr.

Yesterday was exactly 3 weeks from when I started coughing, and I'm still sick today.

But oh no! Don't you think for one second that this has been just your regular run-of-the-mill cold. With Fierydelight, it's ALWAYS an adventure.

It started as a deep chest cold. Deep, hard coughs kept me up all day...
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Have you seen the movie "The Number 23"? The one where Jim Carrey becomes obsessed with the number 23 .. he sees it everywhere .. finds it in every possible equation.

I'm like that.

I have an obsession with 11:11

It seems as every time I look at the clock it's either 11:11 am or pm. Cellphone, microwave, computer, oven, stereo, car, wall clock .....
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I am fucking cold.

This summer my landlord installed new windows throughout the house, and a new front door. It's -34 celcius here right now and I'm quickly discovering that there are drafts coming through the windows, and the door doesn't seal properly. Because the door doesn't seal, there is ice forming on the inside of the door frame. That's right, I have ice growing...
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blogity blog ... it's Christmas Time! Sorry I haven't been around here in for-freakin-ever.

The new bf is NOT a fan of me being on here .. and because I'm such a good gf, I've been staying away. I miss being on here though :-(

I'll try and haunt around here more often!

<3
E.