Nonchalant....that would be how i describe my style if I were lying.
This week was just a ball of exhaustion. When I was working it was rediculously busy and when I wasnt I was exhausted. Not really sure how I got through the week without commiting murder but I managed. And when my boss said I had too much work I told him it wasn't that much but `it sure paid for shit'. I wasn't kidding either and it seemed that he knew and is leaning towards getting me more money. Lets see how he handles my request for 15K per year more...that'll wipe the happiness off his face...
It isnt greed or some other strange motivation that pushes me there. I just feel that if I deal with a certain level of crap through the day that I should have enough money to really enjoy the time I am not dealing with it. Not a whole lot to ask...lets just see if they are trying to get `A' quality talent for `D-' payment.
This weekend other was a joke... had the fun of dealing with a completely flaky girl whoe set a `date' with me and then never replied and now is giving me the `I want to talk with you when I have the time for a conversation' bullshit.... not really sure what her deal is I just hate when anyone fucks around with my time and then wont have the decency to give an honest reason or excuse why they are blowing it off...
Well....See....a week of venting....getting to realize its better than I dont update this with banter....
OK....back to my quiet friday....laundry tomorrow to avhieve something and make it ok to take the Nikon D70 to the coast and practice snapping sunset lighting shots for no reason what so ever....
This week was just a ball of exhaustion. When I was working it was rediculously busy and when I wasnt I was exhausted. Not really sure how I got through the week without commiting murder but I managed. And when my boss said I had too much work I told him it wasn't that much but `it sure paid for shit'. I wasn't kidding either and it seemed that he knew and is leaning towards getting me more money. Lets see how he handles my request for 15K per year more...that'll wipe the happiness off his face...
It isnt greed or some other strange motivation that pushes me there. I just feel that if I deal with a certain level of crap through the day that I should have enough money to really enjoy the time I am not dealing with it. Not a whole lot to ask...lets just see if they are trying to get `A' quality talent for `D-' payment.
This weekend other was a joke... had the fun of dealing with a completely flaky girl whoe set a `date' with me and then never replied and now is giving me the `I want to talk with you when I have the time for a conversation' bullshit.... not really sure what her deal is I just hate when anyone fucks around with my time and then wont have the decency to give an honest reason or excuse why they are blowing it off...
Well....See....a week of venting....getting to realize its better than I dont update this with banter....
OK....back to my quiet friday....laundry tomorrow to avhieve something and make it ok to take the Nikon D70 to the coast and practice snapping sunset lighting shots for no reason what so ever....
wait... i'm pretty flaky. for instance- I can't make plans to do anything for the next 2 months... not until May 10th. I have to take my classes seriously or I'm gonna plummet into Procrastination Hell. Not a pretty sight. I keep trying to hang out and do too much shit though- I am a sucker for self-abuse.
I want to see sunset on the coast.
Good luck on the 15k