Not much going on...I decided not to go to the Sloppy Seconds show last night; for one, none of my friends wanted to go.... 2 the one person that would go with had to go to work and 3 me being the antisocial asshole I am doesn't like being in big groups of people alone (kind of an oxymoron statement) but I mean without having one person I know to shield me from having to be around people I don't know. I look like a big mean guy but Im just as insecure around strangers as the next. I find myself more often here lately just isolating myself in room, not going anywhere, not doing anything and not seeing anyone. It's like I've given up on the outside world in finding people I can relate to. No matter where I go I can never find some one with anything interesting to say, all they do is bitch and complain about everything: weather sucks, my friends suck, money sucks, this hurts that hurts this person died this one is dying etc...
or they just end up wasting my time spreading some pointless gossip trying to start shit with people just because thier own lives are miserable and boring they got to fuck with someone else. I really have no time for these people. I really need to start looking in other places..I wonder what happened to all the punk and metal kids I grew up with what happened to all the hot punk girls I had no problem talking in high school ...thats right they either burned out on drugs or "grew up" or as I like to put it turned into thier jerk off parents. And whats up with this emo bullshit ???? All the girls that listen to punk or so they say listen to punk go after these skinny little faggot feminine looking "boys" with bad hair cuts. That's so punk lets go cry and be miserable together ........ Puke ..I guess Im just crying cause Im single and would like to have a girlfriend but I won't lower my standards to the trash of this town. Kinda funny how I said I didn't have much to say and that I hate it when people bitch and waste my time and then I just wasted all your time because you sat here and read this. Ironic ........jokes on you I guess.......
Quote of the day: It's hard to get along with people. As much as you try to like them and accept them as individuals, it becomes difficult because they keep getting out of line and wasting your time. Henry Rollins
or they just end up wasting my time spreading some pointless gossip trying to start shit with people just because thier own lives are miserable and boring they got to fuck with someone else. I really have no time for these people. I really need to start looking in other places..I wonder what happened to all the punk and metal kids I grew up with what happened to all the hot punk girls I had no problem talking in high school ...thats right they either burned out on drugs or "grew up" or as I like to put it turned into thier jerk off parents. And whats up with this emo bullshit ???? All the girls that listen to punk or so they say listen to punk go after these skinny little faggot feminine looking "boys" with bad hair cuts. That's so punk lets go cry and be miserable together ........ Puke ..I guess Im just crying cause Im single and would like to have a girlfriend but I won't lower my standards to the trash of this town. Kinda funny how I said I didn't have much to say and that I hate it when people bitch and waste my time and then I just wasted all your time because you sat here and read this. Ironic ........jokes on you I guess.......
Quote of the day: It's hard to get along with people. As much as you try to like them and accept them as individuals, it becomes difficult because they keep getting out of line and wasting your time. Henry Rollins
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I mean look at me. I live in the city of Chicago. Not the burbs. I choose not to go out. So, I am left at home, alone and single.
I am feeling better. Thanks for caring.