fidelius

I recently learned a few things about myself.

♥ I love walking. This something that I already knew but I guess I re-learned this.

♥ I am very very different from my friends. To the point where I dont really understand why we are friends at all. A few years ago I was convinced that they kept me around because I was a bit of a comedy to them. Now I just realize that we have been friends (some of us) for so long that its just what we do. I have even become friends with their friends and so on and so forth. I'm not complaining about having friends that I never wanted in the first place I'm just noting that they are not the people that I would choose to spend time with on a regular basis.

♥ I dislike people at very starange times for no reason at all. Currently I am disliking a person who has never been anything but kind to me basically because I dont have to. I know that she and I have come to a silent agreement that we will like each other but if one of us makes up their mind to just fall of the planet that will fine by both accounts. Its horrible but it works for me. I'm not hurt by it I'm just worried that I'm being unkind. Am I?

♥ I know nothing about my family. I was sitting talking to my older sister on the phone last night because it was her birthday. We only ever talk about her kids because I dont know what else I can talk to her about. That bothers me beyond anything for the simple reason that shes my family. As kids our mother always told us how important family is and how you only get the one and all that stuff. I need to talk to both of my sisters more.