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So the other day ..

I woke up and couldnt remember if what i did was dream or not... then I relized maybe I did it when I was drunk.I searched my body for the scars and looked around my place of any signs that people had been there... I few minutes later I got frustrated and drank some more

Does anyone else have that problem , were you have done so many drugs in your life or drank so much... that you start to not be able to remember what was real and what wasnt?