So, I am in a relationship and it's rocky to say the least [the last year in particular]. It feels as though I give all of me to someone hypocritical and so judgemental as of late. I feel deprived of many emotions, connections sexual or not. I come on here and it's like I'm drooling over goddesses left and right, I crave intriguing conversation and sexual energy. Am I in the wrong for being here? I feel guilty when I crave so many personalities and people/bodies on here, especially being an artistic type. I may be talking to a wall with this blog, but felt I should share since I feel as though my back is against a wall.
thaimelo:
I imagine that all these thoughts are confusing, but admiring the other is not wrong and don't feel deprived of your emotions, have sincere dialogues, especially with yourself.