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Bored out of my mind at work... but im stuck here till 7 am... bed is made and dispatch is playing nice... atleast for now... but i cant sleep... someone msg me or something im going insane lol

I dont know if anyone can relate but... im trying to figure out how im am going to tell my kids that i have to go away again... granted this time isnt as long but still... the last time my son locked on to my leg balling his eyes out begging me not to go and i had to force him off my leg turn...
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I Dont know if anyone will actually understand but at times i think that even though i did come home i feel at times that i left a part of me in that god forsaken desert.....

I love the career that i have and im proud that my significant other has become successful in the same career but the time apart is getting old... i left the army to spend more time with my family but at times it seems like our civilian careers still keep us apart....