feylya

Hi to random online people in Ireland reading this .o/

You know who you are

A follow on from the previous blog - the future is nothing but might and would. Already a negative out come. It's inevitable. You may have fun in the interim but it's fuck eventually. Sorry.

Sometimes, it's horrible when you're right. Selfishness is a surprising blessing at times. For other people, I've always believed in number 1. At times, this can be a fantastic and rewarding philosophy. Unfortunately, of late, it appears that being completely selfish is the rewarding path. I cannot do this. I don't know how to do that. I must look after me. If someone else comes...
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irelandvixen:

DOnt feel low doll! its tough out there! I know! I have been through some real crap in my life and my suposed relationship! I am the least selfish person i know but it leave it open to the people I care about being selfish about themselves and completely walking all over me! Not caring if they hurt me or my feelings! Life is a stupid endless circle of crap and pain! But its the good things that keep us going and there is always good somewhere to be found! Something even small can make a huge difference! Talking to a friend, a walk in the park it helps a bit it doesnt make the problem go away but it just makes it seem less important! I have had to learn not to let the things people do hurt me so much! its so hard! But i think i am doing quite well and i am thinking of my future and looking out for me for the first time in ages! instead of putting everyone before me! Keep your chin up you seem like a good guy things will have to get better! I hope to get to know you better but please dont let anyone bring you down! much love-ireland

Jan 31, 2009

I feel I must explain my last few blogs. At present, I'm going through a fairly rough patch in as much as I'll be jobless in 2 weeks, I'm single, I've failed college and I'm putting on huge amounts of weight (depite the fact that I can't afford food that would do that). Hopefully in a month, I'll be able to come back and say...
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So today, I realised a few things. Red wine rocks, especially Yellow Tail Shiraz. Tastes like custard! It appears that I can cook better than a lot of people. My brain is still the same as it was when I was 14. While I've learned a huge amount of stuff and while this has allowed me to progress in terms of my career, it hasn't...
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I miss having cats. It's might be a strange thing to some but I can't think of any period in my life (apart from the first three years of existence) that I haven't have cats around for this long. Even in college, there was two cats marching around the house, much to the amusement and entertainment of my housemates and I. Those cats are now...
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