feylith

New house, new job. Life is going pretty damn well. Not to mention I got my man back which is a major win <3 I am super happy about that especially. He is made of loveliness and awesome.

Full time job means decent amount of money plus sick leave and holiday leave and PAID PUBLIC HOLIDAYS!! I am so happy.

House is awesome <3

How do you love someone who won't let you? How do you let someone love you when you won't let yourself?

Happiness is so subjective. I'm trying at the moment to really understand what would make me happy and to then grab a hold and not let go.

I was talking to my man the other day, and we both agreed that something that we both need is to do something that we can be proud of. An act, something discernible that we can look at...
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Holy crap happines is awesome. It's that weird feeling of hey, this moment right here, is exactly how it should be. Lying in bed watching Planet Earth wrapped up in my lover's arms is just... magic. Seeing awesome friends who just plain say what they mean. Having a gorgeous cat sleeping all afternoon on your bed. Having enough money to be able to just relax,...
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I think nostalgia is my favourite drug. The feeling I get remembering such beautiful, intense sensations... isn't like any other drug I've tried. Sounds, sights, tastes, smells... taking me back to times I've lost but are still locked in my memory.

I think I need to try something new. As nice as it can be trundling along at an easy pace I'm still feeling a...
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Thankyou tequila for this wonderful headache.

Another day with absolutely no plans. I'm thinking about going to see a movie by myself later, after filling my prescription. Feels a bit sad really, seeing a movie on my own.

That's all today.

Spoke too soon. Quit my job the same week I started it. I hadn't realised just how much work it was and I knew quite quickly I really wasn't up to it. I can't focus on that many things at once, and I can't stand dealing with that many strangers, I'm not a people person. Yesterday was such a strain that I ended up bawling...
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Good news: I found a new job. It's a little out of my way but it's a job for now. Bad news: I have the flu. For the second time this year which never ever happens to me. I have to work tomorrow through Thursday and I feel like absolute butt! Bleargh.

Jess is moving out in a couple of weeks. Only had one potential...
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I am so sick of not getting paid on time! I swear I'm going to strangle someone the next time it happens. I need my source of income to at least be reliable in the day of week it comes in so I can budget my money properly but nooo that seems to be too much to fucking ask! My income each week isn't even...
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