Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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I found myself wondering today why I let myself be a security blanket for so long.

And I'm starting to feel like I've been swindled.
The ladder theory is right, I'm afraid.
And to think I wasted ALL that time on a 'friendship'.

Where do people keep this other face? I was only given one.
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blackacidream:
well, because some women have an amazing talent for using a person, and at the same time, convincing that person that they should feel priviledged for being there, saying things like "i'm so lucky that your here for me" instead of "i'm sorry that i have to put you through this" or "you shouldnt have to deal with this, i should"

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allpaintedcold:
Step 1: Be demoralized and lose faith in humanity due to cold-hearted women.

Step 2: ????

Step 3: Profit.

Tuesday Jan 06, 2004

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"To sing you must first open your mouth. You must have a pair of lungs and a little knowledge of music. It is not neccessary to have an accordion, or a guitar. The essential thing is that I want to sing. Then this is a song, I'm singing." -H. Miller
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pinkisux:
you are one silly fucker tongue
pinkisux:
yeah i am still bitter about that... and the fact that people are still being dicks about it. like my head still hurts from when tony pegged me in the head with a snow ball. and he told me i need to get over it sheesh. the fact that they think its totally fair to hit people that weren't playing cause we were walking into their play time. and its not their fault that we got in the way when they were trying to peg people and we got hit.... just fucking lame.... eek a rant!



ps... try to find my bum wink

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Saturday Jan 03, 2004

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New Years Eve statistics:

unkown number of beers
1 4 dollar pint of Monarch Vodka
3-5 shots of Tarantula Tequila (can't remember)
2 shots of Black Velvet
3 or 4 big gulps of Jagermeister (can't remember that either)
2 fights
1 black eye
1 trip to the hospital
unkown number of people kissed, boys too (can't remember if tongue was involved)
2 lines of powdered...
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allpaintedcold:
huh.
alexis:
What a way to break in the new year!

xoxo alexis

Sunday Dec 28, 2003

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"Well could you at least look the other way?"

"Ms. Woods, I am a physician. Besides we are all girls here.. OK, up on the table, chop, chop! On all 4's, that's it. Oooh, yeah. Now spread 'em. Ooh, what have we got here? Oh, oh. It looks like your vehicular canal is some what constricted...How do you managed to accomidate large penises?"

"I don't....
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pinkisux:
holy shit! maybe it is i that needs to party with you more often kiss
pinkisux:
yeah i had another party to make it to... yours was more fun though! i will remember that in future parties

Friday Dec 26, 2003

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Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.

Merry Giftmas.
unoffensivename:
i've heard good & bad things about Curl up and Die...i suppose i should give them a listen, but those titles are pretty fucking cool.

i'm in the process of moving, otherwise i'd dig up some Neil Perry or Usurp Synapse titles, i'm sure there's bound to be some other rad titles in either of our album collections...

oh oh, Racebannon album titled 'satans kickin yr dick in'

Sunday Dec 21, 2003

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I am really becoming incensed with being the nice guy, only to be stepped on. When you feel like you're being taken advantage of, you feel the way the other person views you as. Even if you are not.

I'm never going to take advantage of a woman, as long as I live. Because now I know how it feels. I'm never going to develop...
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allpaintedcold:
Maybe it's just me, but I think this entry would make good song lyrics.
blackacidream:
do me a favor and please dear god make a background for snow. just look at the new entries in SG desktops and you will see why it pains me so.

Thursday Dec 18, 2003

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I put pictures in my pictures section. Look at them, and then masturbate to them.

Yes, they are THAT sexy-fied.
unoffensivename:
glad it was worth it, dude

Tuesday Dec 16, 2003

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Bash in your head with ten full cans of Campbell's soup
Stole your checks, and flush money down the toilet bowl
Look at the frog, he's gone too down the commode
Checking out doodoo on flame pits, niggaz with they armpits

Like a green red blue reindeer, dead lying down with a fawn
Copulating, having sex
Mating with a babboon with buffalo wings

Like Hitler,...
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rickroyal:
Interesting. Quite interesting.

I actually kinda-sorta like how Christmas has become a secular holiday instead of a religious one. In this way it's spread to other cultures. I have a friend who went to Japan during Christmas and the pictures he has are amazing. Like everything else, they go crazy with it.
modmanevan:
Here's my poetry.
I masturbated while thinking of shaking babies. . .
when the baby's eyes popped out
I came a thousand rivers

Thursday Dec 11, 2003

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Deftones was an awesome show tonight. They put out 100%, even though it was the last show of their long tour. I can't even remember everything they played, but it was all awesome.

I've never been to a more tightly packed show though. That sucked. But I did run into this girl I had a huge crush on in high school, whom I hadn't seen...
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blackacidream:
yes, i got my cab today, and it rattles the doors on my closet at 1/4 volume, and i discoverd that you can get a good amount of natural distortion out of the 1st channel, and i could swing you by gigs today since they'll be open for a while
rickroyal:
Ah, yes, that would pretty much explain the reason I've never had a long stint in a band. I could never find a way to collaborate. I could either tell people what to do, or I could follow orders, but I couldn't really play off of others well. Hmm.

I've not heard that cover, but I shall look it up. I'm always looking for good covers. One of the joys of listening to music, I think.

Sunday Dec 07, 2003

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Men get too jealous too easy. I fidn I am constantly creating a rift between my best friend and her boyfriend.

If anything, I am the man he can trust the most to be in a room alon and naked with his girlfriend. Nothing will happen. Not even boners.

Men are too insecure.

Speaking of, I need to get the balls to ask out ths...
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rickroyal:
While I'd agree that men are often too jealous and insecure, I've most often puzzled by how jealous and insecure some women can be. It's all a problem of trust.

I've always hated asking people out. Seemed easier to just become friends and slowly segue into a relationship without mentioning anything. Sucks when that's not possible.
modmanevan:
One school of thought says to never date someone you haven't slept with first. But that's not my school of thought. Prob'ly should be.
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