fetishxfairy

i totaly FAIL at being healthy. i have officaly chain-smoked myself into unfathomable illness. such is the price i pay for anxiety management. i didnt think it was possible, but i passed out from smokeing too many luckies at once. i just fell asleep, slept like shit and the next morning i couldnt breath. i passed out on the way to the bathroom. two seconds later i woke up on the liveing room couch with a ringing in my ears.

so i just didnt move all day.

that was two days ago. i'm much better now, i'm just coughing up a lot of black shit. >_<

thanks to everyone who replied to my last entry. that was more of a reaction than i really exspected and i really apreciated it. in general i'll try to keep my posts slightly less emo. :-p