ferrara

Grr my room mate disconnected the internet without telling me..
my main time occupying tool was lost and I was hopelessly sitting in my room staring off into nothingness (well actually I was reading and writing). It kind of made me realise how life is made up of finding one distraction after the other; us humans need these distractions to fill the void of time. It kind of prompted me with this question: Sit someone in an emtpy room, no distractions, just themselves and empty space. How fast do you suppose it'd take for insanity to kick in, one month, one week, one day, one hour? Why is life made up of finding one distraction after the next until we find ourselves old and grey?

well I've come to the warm and fuzzy conclusion that life can be so very raw and cold without the comforting distractions that are the main ingredients in every happy and fulfilling life.

dont mind my emo entry its raining out today