I'm self medicated to the eyeballs. Not in a bad way. I don't want to do anything because I am destructive. Everyone I talk to I am angry with. I don't want sympathy, I want to be allowed to feel this way. I want to rant, I'm not being emo.
I fucking hate today
i don't know what to do with myself
my sister was here, she's gone to put her head in the sand
it's the only way she knows how to deal with it
i miss her
i feel lost
in general
i think i'm kidding myself when i say i'm ok
how long can you fool the world for?
Brookey if you were here I'd lie in your lap and let the tears fall
I don't feel close enough to anyone here to be able to do that
I don't feel that anyone would be comfortable letting me grieve
I'm not sure I am
I just don't know anymore, I'm 31 for fucks sake
You think I'd be a bit more able
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dolby:
aw and i would so let you lay in my lap and let those tears fall.....id be honoured. love you loads!