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Nowhere, North Dakota, also used to live in Colorado, Florida, Texas, and Tokyo (3 years)

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Saturday Jun 12, 2004

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I did a very powerful ritual 2 nights ago. I changed some elements of my usual ritual, and changed up the music I normally listen to. Variety is the spice.

I had a hard time sleeping afterward, I was just so amped up by it.

I've still been averaging 1 or 2 Deja Vu experiences a day. I've noticed when my energies and connection with the universe is higher, I get 3 or 4.

The future flash (precursor to a Deja Vu) that I had a while back still hasn't come to pass. It involved me driving on a freeway either to or from a job interview. Since I just sent out my resume (after I charged it with Magick), it will be a little while before that one has a chance to happen.

I really want to develop and get in better touch with my future sense. Sometimes it is so right on, other times, I can't connect with it.

I'm travelling for the next few weeks, but I get back in July, and I have no trips in July, so it is my intent to have a solid month of faithful ritual practice involving at least:

2 Qaballah Cross Exercises
10 min of Ujaye breathing Exercises
1 Magickal Self Ritual
10 min free-form image streaming

other possible additions include:

Sigils to call things
Belief installations

Eventually, I'll do some remote sensing/influencing, but I need to find some more local willing participants for that. The Pagan girl I've started seeing may be able to provide some help.

Well, I'm off to set up for the evening ritual, catch you all later...
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fenris23:
I don't know if I quite agree with you. Woody and Bugs might WORK better but loki is a HELL of a lot more powerful. You just don't always get the results you want because they are more individual. You might get the results THEY want.

Woody and Bugs are better for the neophyte not because they are more understandable, though they are, but because they are safer. You are much less likely to go horribly dangerously insane, or get killed, playing with Woody.
Jun 13, 2004
fenris23:
A good discussion of the old god new, god debate. The importance, use and power of modern pop icons in (chaos) magick...
Jun 13, 2004

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