2016 : hell of a year.

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Yay oh hay! Phew. This year was quite... well, eventful? Financial hell, mental health hell... trying to find a way to heal myself, getting misdiagnosed, to finally finish the year with a Manic episode that ended up in a Psychosis and finding out I have an affective bipolar disorder. It fucked me up even more, but the funny thing is that it was probably one of the best experience in my life. It was like spiritual awakening but also, awakening in my own physical body and mind. I woke up. I finally want to be the master of my life again, and fight this prison that is my own damn mind. I wanna go back to school and follow with network management studies , I wanna be more active with my internet stuff, like blogs, vlogs, youtube videos , blah blah, and my modeling. I also wanna create many cosplays (sadly that takes money but, we'll get there :D). I just want to be mooooore active. We've got one life to live and I want to get out of my small cave ^_^. With the (hopefully now) good medication and good diagnosis and super positive energies, LET'S MAKE THIS 2017 BITCH*this is an affectionate nickname pls don't kill me 2017* A BETTER YEAR! :D

Much love to you all and I hope that your year is going to be full of love, friendship, health and wealth! ♥

-Fennek

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yopolipo:
I found out I have Bipolar Disorder Type-2 a couple of years ago through self-directed mood charting and research. I later had my diagnosis confirmed by a clinical psychologist and psychiatrist. You're my favorite model and I wish you an eventful 2017. May this new year bring you personal growth, discovery, wisdom, success, and fulfillment. Never abandon the arduous journey of mental health improvement. No matter how hard it becomes, no matter how many crushing, suffocating down-phases and dizzying manic episodes, always remember that each new challenge provides insight, strength, and unforeseeable psycho-spiritual gifts. :)
stephencreative:
We are all fucked up to a certain degree, our mind is a garden like mother nature, caring for it is important. Growing, evolving, decaying, growing etc. I hope things are going good for you now.

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