femke

I splurged today.
Went shopping for a straightener.. and bought a CHI. Expensive.. but quite awesome. AND.. i got it in PINK

That makes me love it x2

I wish it was hot pink.
But.. baby pink is OK too.. still different from the basic black ones.

]Oh yeah, and I LOVE vodka.

I've decided that the worst thing in the world is....
EX BOYFRIENDS

To be specific... ex boyfriends who don't know when to give up. I've been in 4 major relationships.. including the one I am in now. All 3 of them have been fucked up.. and I have one ex who is still wanting me.. after TWO years. WTF DUDE.

Seriously.

It kind of creeps me out.
I told him I 'm a lesbian now.
Turns out he knows about my BF.. haha.


Anyways

I've never really had a crush on anyone before. I don't know why.. but even back in school I never "liked" anyone.. when all my friends would go off about how they like this guy or that guy... I would just of just smile and nod.
And now, I think I have my first crush.. haha. Though I've never talked to her on here before, theres just something that strongly draws me to her. Weird feeling. I don't like it. Especially since I cant have her... haha.

Yes its a girl on here. And.. its Zoli.
God that woman is hot. The things I would do to her... lol.

I find women more attractive than men, but I've never had a.. lust.. for someone I've never met before.
At least it's given me some masturbation material since I'm alone for the next month.. haha.

Best fantasy in the world to me right now: her tying me up.. and I'm sure you can imagine what happens after that

Yep. Hottest thing ever.

I feel like such a dork now