Tomorrow is my birthday.
20.
And I'm not even close to being married.
I guess maybe I always thought I would be married by now?
Strange the things that disappount.
I still feel so sick. Headache, stomach cramps. I guess it comes with the territory of growing older. I mean I'm sitting here eating unsweetened applesauce. I'm not 19 going on 20, I'm 19 going on the nursing home.
So tomorrow I'm going to get hammered, and then try to survive through my 10 am training at CJSW the next day. Somehow, somehow.
I get my shoes tomorrow too. They came on Monday but I decided to be an attention whore and open them in front of everyone.
And I get blizzard cake, if Adam remembers to get me one, since my illness ruined his plans yesterday.
It's raining. Hard. And I don't want to take the train. It was scary last night. I was half dreaming the rain was coming through my windows because it was raining so hard. Bleh!
20.
And I'm not even close to being married.
I guess maybe I always thought I would be married by now?
Strange the things that disappount.
I still feel so sick. Headache, stomach cramps. I guess it comes with the territory of growing older. I mean I'm sitting here eating unsweetened applesauce. I'm not 19 going on 20, I'm 19 going on the nursing home.
So tomorrow I'm going to get hammered, and then try to survive through my 10 am training at CJSW the next day. Somehow, somehow.
I get my shoes tomorrow too. They came on Monday but I decided to be an attention whore and open them in front of everyone.
And I get blizzard cake, if Adam remembers to get me one, since my illness ruined his plans yesterday.
It's raining. Hard. And I don't want to take the train. It was scary last night. I was half dreaming the rain was coming through my windows because it was raining so hard. Bleh!
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awen:
happy birthday hawttie!!!! 
threestares:
happy birthday.