He woke me up at 7. Because he wanted. And IIIIIIII got in shit for screaming at him.
Maybe next time I should bend over for him?
Or make him breakfast?
I can't do it anymore. I don't think I'm better than him. But I definately think I should get preference over him since I work my ass off and don't get enough sleep. I think when I have to leave for school in an hour and he has nothing to do all day I should get preference over him for the use of the shower. I think he should get disciplined for staying in the shower when I need it and making me late. I think he should get in trouble to taking movies out of my room without my permission.
I think SOMEONE should say something when he leaves shit and piss all over the toilet seat. I think HE should have to clean it up, NOT ME.
I think me needing a ride to work should come before him needing a ride to EB Games. I think since I stopped getting allowance at 14 "because I could work" HE shouldn't be getting 15 dollars a week when he's 17.
I don't think a 17 year old should be running this household.
But apparently I'm wrong about all of it.
A 17 year old should run the household. It should be acceptable for him to keep me up unil 1 in the morning when I have to get up for school at 6. It should be acceptable he wakes me up at 7 on my coveted day off. He should get to shower before me. He can take the paper away from me if he wants to read it while I am. He can cough over the food I spent 30 minutes making. He can get shit on the toilet seat and not clean it up. He can not work, not volunteer, and fail school but take complete presendence over me while I work my ass off.
I didn't work for 6 months during the summer because I was having stomach issues that were ruining my life. I went to doctors appointments and tried different remedies. Now I'm better. But the whole time I didn't work my mom hassled me about being lazy and stupid. I can't remember a day when it was fine to do nothing or try and make myself better.
My brother is 17 and has never worked and barely passes his classes. She's never bothered him to work. She never bothers him to pass his classes. He's not lazy or stupid.
It makes me so fucking furious.
/end rant
I'm sorry. I feel like I'm going to explode. He'll be living here for free when he's 30 and that will be fine and I could cure cancer and adopt 50 orphans and I'd still be a lazy dumb shit who's never good enough.
I think I'm moving in with Adam's parents. They have a spare room.
I'm going to miss my cat. Very very much.
Maybe next time I should bend over for him?
Or make him breakfast?
I can't do it anymore. I don't think I'm better than him. But I definately think I should get preference over him since I work my ass off and don't get enough sleep. I think when I have to leave for school in an hour and he has nothing to do all day I should get preference over him for the use of the shower. I think he should get disciplined for staying in the shower when I need it and making me late. I think he should get in trouble to taking movies out of my room without my permission.
I think SOMEONE should say something when he leaves shit and piss all over the toilet seat. I think HE should have to clean it up, NOT ME.
I think me needing a ride to work should come before him needing a ride to EB Games. I think since I stopped getting allowance at 14 "because I could work" HE shouldn't be getting 15 dollars a week when he's 17.
I don't think a 17 year old should be running this household.
But apparently I'm wrong about all of it.
A 17 year old should run the household. It should be acceptable for him to keep me up unil 1 in the morning when I have to get up for school at 6. It should be acceptable he wakes me up at 7 on my coveted day off. He should get to shower before me. He can take the paper away from me if he wants to read it while I am. He can cough over the food I spent 30 minutes making. He can get shit on the toilet seat and not clean it up. He can not work, not volunteer, and fail school but take complete presendence over me while I work my ass off.
I didn't work for 6 months during the summer because I was having stomach issues that were ruining my life. I went to doctors appointments and tried different remedies. Now I'm better. But the whole time I didn't work my mom hassled me about being lazy and stupid. I can't remember a day when it was fine to do nothing or try and make myself better.
My brother is 17 and has never worked and barely passes his classes. She's never bothered him to work. She never bothers him to pass his classes. He's not lazy or stupid.
It makes me so fucking furious.
/end rant
I'm sorry. I feel like I'm going to explode. He'll be living here for free when he's 30 and that will be fine and I could cure cancer and adopt 50 orphans and I'd still be a lazy dumb shit who's never good enough.
I think I'm moving in with Adam's parents. They have a spare room.
I'm going to miss my cat. Very very much.
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forgive people to make you feel better
that way you canget rid of your anger and bitterness and feel better.
no good being a pushover.
with me, while i have forgiven my dad, i also do not spend a lot of time with him. He is not gong to change so i just don't give him a chance to go back to old ways.
it really helped me when i realized he was a flawed person with his own baggage from how he was rasied ect.