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little cardigans to start the day.
this week's focus: saving money. new york in less than three weeks.
tomorrow: interview for management position. all the bullshit i've been doing for months and these stupid extra responsibilities without much extra pay has lead up to this point. but do i even want it? i figure if i do get it then i should take it. i can at least throw it on a resume and i don't have much else going on right now. plus i know you all want that manager hook up. i've already been asked by two people for jobs. ha. i feel like all the people in my life that hate on the idea of me being a manager are slightly jealous. if i do get the job i already know for sure that i'll never be able to socialize with any of my current coworkers. this really really bums me out. they're some of my best friends. and the 20 year old still has a grasp on my heart. i baked him blueberry muffins and ironed his shirts. again. how the fuck does he have ME trained?? isn't it supposed to be the other way around?
today i'm prepping for the interview. it is freaking me out that my life could be changed in a huge way by the end of tomorrow. mostly because what i mentioned before about my entire social circle being cut off
i hate to say it but that may ultimately make my decision. i figured it out and if i do get the job it's like a $10,000 increase in pay. fuck. i dunno. i could really use a car and a nice apartment.
oh life.
little cardigans to start the day.
this week's focus: saving money. new york in less than three weeks.
tomorrow: interview for management position. all the bullshit i've been doing for months and these stupid extra responsibilities without much extra pay has lead up to this point. but do i even want it? i figure if i do get it then i should take it. i can at least throw it on a resume and i don't have much else going on right now. plus i know you all want that manager hook up. i've already been asked by two people for jobs. ha. i feel like all the people in my life that hate on the idea of me being a manager are slightly jealous. if i do get the job i already know for sure that i'll never be able to socialize with any of my current coworkers. this really really bums me out. they're some of my best friends. and the 20 year old still has a grasp on my heart. i baked him blueberry muffins and ironed his shirts. again. how the fuck does he have ME trained?? isn't it supposed to be the other way around?
today i'm prepping for the interview. it is freaking me out that my life could be changed in a huge way by the end of tomorrow. mostly because what i mentioned before about my entire social circle being cut off
i hate to say it but that may ultimately make my decision. i figured it out and if i do get the job it's like a $10,000 increase in pay. fuck. i dunno. i could really use a car and a nice apartment.
oh life.