I am too damn shy 
vivienne:
Me too! It holds me back sometimes.
fbfcn:
yeah I feel like it is really holding me back in my life right now
<sigh>
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fbfcn:
just was a lonely quiet night, all is well now
vivienne:
I understand those.
welcome!
Come on in?
Come on in?
To gain that worth having, it may be necessary to lose everything else. - Bernadette Devlin
Do I know where my soul is
mental rage, steroid
systematic approaches to debilitating cancers
i reach reach reach to feel my own decline
my mind maze complicates me
destroys my already empty progress
the time to live
the time.....the concept
reeducating revisited stories
we go back
some how i complicate the simple
reinvent the pain
my mind maze complicates me
creates new progress
empty
mental rage, steroid
systematic approaches to debilitating cancers
i reach reach reach to feel my own decline
my mind maze complicates me
destroys my already empty progress
the time to live
the time.....the concept
reeducating revisited stories
we go back
some how i complicate the simple
reinvent the pain
my mind maze complicates me
creates new progress
empty
The Story == True
Incarcerated in my mind's own soul, I look and delve into an uncontrollable disater.
Wincing about I complicate my desires by creating falsehoods of love.
The only scent is death.
The only scent is death.
The only scent is death.
Incarcerated in my mind's own soul, I look and delve into an uncontrollable disater.
Wincing about I complicate my desires by creating falsehoods of love.
The only scent is death.
The only scent is death.
The only scent is death.
Criticism causes a discreet flow.
1 0 1 0 1 0 1
Totalitarianism reduces control.
Crush and kill
The laymen are concrete.
Misery = time
Insufficient time redundancy.
Violin
Fragment consider revising.
So are you
Roman times Julius designs.
Documented necessity
Let me be your defining lie
Left to dream
1 0 1 0 1 0 1
Totalitarianism reduces control.
Crush and kill
The laymen are concrete.
Misery = time
Insufficient time redundancy.
Violin
Fragment consider revising.
So are you
Roman times Julius designs.
Documented necessity
Let me be your defining lie
Left to dream
Elagabalus
I stand on the edge of your world peering into this seamless void hoping wanting waiting fearing and step along the eggs I created exasperated venomous torture spews onto my life muscle tearing debilitating complicating and being the design of end for days months weeks hours I spill crumbling mumbling tumbling you created this I created this society god television motion picture candles social...
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I stand on the edge of your world peering into this seamless void hoping wanting waiting fearing and step along the eggs I created exasperated venomous torture spews onto my life muscle tearing debilitating complicating and being the design of end for days months weeks hours I spill crumbling mumbling tumbling you created this I created this society god television motion picture candles social...
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Well my first valentines day as a divorcee...Blah
cheesecakedfw:
Do what you want to do for yourself.
Relish in the fact that you don't have to spend money on flowers that will die in a week.
That should help
Relish in the fact that you don't have to spend money on flowers that will die in a week.
That should help
fbfcn:
you are so right, and I am enjoying a be a bum day