faylan

Well, this holiday season is being filled with drama, high tempers, and tensions flying. To put it simply, this year has been extremely stressful and infuriating for my family. As it sits, blow ups and little attitude flair ups happen all of the time. And the more and more I think about these things, the more I get to where I am done dealing with the vast majority of people anymore. As it sits, I'm going on a bit of a social leave to avoid dealing with the constant influx of ignoramus ass hats that seems to be the norm. Every so often you find those random gems of human compassion and generosity that make you think there is hope that people out there are different. Alas, most of those fuckers are lying. And this is how dealing with those people makes me feel.


To top it off I am currently working as a waiter. That means it's my job to put on a smile and just be over the top nice to many people that really don't deserve the time of day. Oh well, that's my job for now though and in the mean time I guess I'm lucky to still be working.

Hmmm, I have the musical group Bond is actually quite excellent. Beautiful music played on violins, cello and viola, by four rather lovely ladies. It's rather soothing